i have finally returned to the vastness of cyberspace.
it has been a most difficult year.
i am not the person i was.
i have been in a battle royal, and have scars that will remain with me for the rest of my life.
i am slowly returning to life.
inside, the dry, shadowy barrenness is beginning to offer some promise of rejuvenation, of a renewal, a glimpse of hope.
i am tenderly sheltering that promise, that glimpse, that hope.
i can only blaze a trail through an hour at a time, but each day i have managed to fight my way through twenty four of them.
painfully, slowly, almost regretfully i continue to hack at the minutes that are gnarled into the hours that interweave into days.
that is all i can do for now—
it is enough
a tiny shoot of life pushes it’s fragile self into the arid, vast emptiness–
it is enough
for now
theresa
